You thought you were a magical princess
but you couldn’t see past the sink
so you’d stand on the very top of your tiny toes
to sneak a peek
before you quickly ran back to play
Now all of a sudden
in what feels like the blink of an eye
you spend hours in the mirror
trying to make sure you look good enough
before you leave the house
I mean, sure you could say I lost my marbles like you did—a million times. I think, I never knew how to explain it. Even though at times I would use the cliche that, “Love is blind”. I think I had never been more clear in my life—and that is—the sad part. It still makes me smile.
Number one goal at the moment:
Write for Vice
"— Put out what you want back.
I wish that tomorrow
You’ll remember
My wish from tonight
Let it rain
Let it pour
All the positive vibes
In this mind of mine
Let them become realities
And take
The chocolate covered nuts
Out of my firm hands
Amen
Also, it’s almost Summer and I promise to be her again. At late night shows, dancing, and talking about nothing until 3am with friends and random art strangers.
I thought the craziest thing I’ve done was posing nude for Ryan Mcginley (Anything in the name of art and progression)…. The real craziest thing I have ever done..is…doing nothing. Losing my mind. When you do nothing, you get nothing.
NEVER BE SATISFIED—YOU—CAN ALWAYS DO MORE.
Pick up a copy of METAL’s new issue! I wrote the Lee Price interview inside. Also ,SHK, I wrote the BJORG interview.
Check: Beautiful Savage and C-HEADS for stuff by me soon as well.
You must write everything down—even—if it is something you later think is unnecessary.
I’m learning to write every thought down. I appreciate how all words flow more and how it’s easier to be more in touch with myself, this way. It is like the key to getting to know yourself.
By writing things down and making your thoughts of physical form, things get really clear in one’s life. Your thoughts will become your reality easier.
Yes, that means be careful what you think but still always write it down. Maybe seeing it will make you change your own words. Re-arrange your life. This is important. Writing is very important.
Get to know yourself better. Write things down.
I feel kind of dark right now. I’m getting better at not being so self-absorbed but some days I still feel:
1. FAT
2. WEAK
3. EMPTY
4. ALONE
5. SAD
Blood stained glass slippers.
after I walked by these guys on my way home last night, they decided to follow me, keeping a safe distance but plodding gently toward my retreating...
my first banana cream pie
